ivyadair

I will just link you back to something strange I happened to stumble across O.o.. You know, it never fails to amaze me how strange some people are in this world XD http://www.bikemag.com/news/massmedia/020306_cats/

Well I thought I would make a to do list for my art, in a way to organize what goals I would like to accomplish. For those who know me personally I am a very unorganized person >.o I would lose my head it it wasn't attached >.o
1. Complete my part of the art trade with Blaze

2. Start gift art for Lunar-Epitaph

3. Attempt to gain some commissions

4. Complete a ref Sheet of Zuriel and Imariea

5. Redesign Serena

And that is about it. To tell you the truth I am wondering if my art is even worth buying, considering I receive virtually no commission requests. It is a trite disheartening, though I am sure I am not the only artist with this problem. I am considering of opening avatar slots for an insanely cheap price, though I will have a slot limit so I do not get myself too over whelmed. I would like to make enough money ($15) So I can pay for a commission I have been wanting to have done. Though I am not sure if the artist will have time by the time I come up with the money >.o

Any how wish me good luck in reaching my money goal! Lord knows I will need it >.o It seems those who like my art are as broke as I am :P SO we will see how it turns out. I have been trying to draw more pictures that are not adult related, to reach a larger audience. Though I am not surprised my adult work triples the hits that my non sexual artwork does.

Well my husband recently rented an uptown apartment in Madison Indiana, where he is currently working (His job has a lot of traveling to go along with it. He is an abatement worker so he has to work out of state a lot.) so he could bring me along. He does not like leaving me home alone when he is going to be gone for more than two weeks, especially since we were robbed, and they attempted to shoot us (But thankfully their gun jammed.. I have one hell of a Guardian Angel!) and one of them attempted to rape me..

Any how with all that drama aside this place is very lovely! We are in a historic district, and the apartment is very pricey, but worth it! It is completely furnished and it has everything you need for a comfortable life! All we had to bring was our cloths. And I have a dishwasher! I can not tell you how happy I am to get a break from washing all the dishes by hand, though I still like to wash the pots and pans myself, because the dishwasher never gets them clean enough.

I will have to take a picture of this place and upload them, because it is really hard to explain how beautiful this place is in words. And we live above one of my greatest weakness, a Coffee Shop! XD Though because I am poor I can't afford it :( Plus Dwayne has not left me the key. Sure I could leave the door unlocked to the apartment, but you need a key to get into the apartment building itself. So I am not even going to bother with it for now. But I told Dwayne I must try it before we leave.

Dwayne is planning on taking me to the National Park they have around here on his next day off. I love nature and I enjoy the beauty and sites a park has to offer. Plus it is the first day of Spring and I am hoping warmer weather is on its way ^.^ I will be taking picture of it as well. We our on a mountain as well! I forgot to mention that.

I have come to a point in my life where I have set all of my role playing games aside. I need to work on my art, and I would like to devote a lot of my free time to getting better. After all with out practice you stay in the same place. I was recently turned down for a quality controlled art exchange community, though I am not disheartened by it or anything of that nature. In truth I knew from the start that I put myself out their to be judged, and I also knew their was a chance of getting turned down. But to me it is just a goal to reach, after all it would be an accomplishment to improve enough to get accepted, and even if I never do it is not the end of the world. I draw for the love of it and this will never change. As long as I have the passion to draw I will ^.^

Well I am glad to say that I finally have professional quality color pencils. And now I will be able to work on more traditional pieces. It will come in handy considering I have joined a badge exchange community, and I would like to have something I can send to them.

On another note I have left all of my role playing sites. I just lost my muse for it, though I still feel a bit guilty leaving story lines hanging. But I have came to realize that I need to devote more of my time to my art. Something I have neglected for some time now. Though the two current pictures I have, I am rather pleased with. So intend to strive on improving my skills even more.

One of the biggest things I would like to change is my coloring style, which for the most part lacks because of my shabby skills in photoshop. But I am sure in time I will only improve. After all I have made great strides since I first was introduced to the program.

Anyhow I thought I should at least make one journal entry, considering I never have before XD. And I have had this account for a long time. You could call it plain laziness, or procrastination.